Thursday, October 18, 2012


My Life has been so painful I cannot describe it in words.  I know it is a pain that many of you have shared/can relate to.  I am just sooo thankful that my journey has finally brought me to this point where I can see light at the end of the long, dark tunnel.  I am just grateful for nights like tonight when I can cry and let go of the pain that I have held inside me for so so long.  I will be so happy when my journey to womanhood is finally complete but I am very happy now most of the time really.  Sometimes I look back into the empty space that has been my long life for so long and I revisit the pain that I always remember having.  Things are better now and they will get better and hope gives me the will power to go on and I have soo much hope now and I am very thankful to have made it through the darkest of times so that I have one more chance at life.


1 comment:

  1. I scarcely recall the times before transition. Fact is that during those times I was never really emotional. Unless that emotion was anger, this was because the safety valve finally burst. In transition I have cried more in a year and a half than I have in most of my life. I am thankful to be able to feel the emotions.